At the same season two years ago, I was excited to be invited in this firm. At that time, I used to be a well-known actor in the campus, many roles and many characters I had ever played. Every day, I practiced well to put on and take off my masks, although, which seems to be a little bit ridiculous but it worked. The masks were used for consolidating and going on hunting, finally, I hunted this work, but I missed my apple, where is it?
At the same season one year ago, I was full of curiosity and confidence to step into Oriental Plaza. At that time, I was a new graduate from a normal university with non-accounting related major, many rules and many skills I had never seen. Every day and night, I converted well to input words in my mind and output through my work performance, although, which seems to be a robot, executed following fixed procedures and absolutely yes to every order. The attitude was aim to pleasing and promoting, finally, I promoted this year, but I missed my masks, where are they?
At the same season this year, it used to be the harvest time and we would have enjoyed the sunshine and the breeze favored by this golden fall. But today, the storm of economic crisis blows them away from the earth, and ironically, I am suffering anything about the downturn and ready to lose everything at any time. Under such miserable circumstance, my birthday came, but more responsibilities came with my grown-up as well.
When you can not see your apple and can not find your masks, you are getting more matured, for the truth is that your apple will be stay in your heart, you will feel it, instead of on your hands or in your mouth, and the masks have penetrated slowly into your face, you will be it, instead of pretend it.
Welcome my new role, not exactly, should be the new life of mine.
Posted by Alice on September 27, 2009 at 3:09 am
Oh no….Are you sure you wanna be a man with a mask penetrated though it has to be…? Life tells us everything, but just enjoy at the moment my pal! I know you have more responsibilities to be on yourself, but just take it easy, ok?I really appreciate your excellent writing through all these years, better and better, even using parallelism!! Great! Keep on good writing! Looking forward to seeing soon in college, haha!! ^^(my eyebrow)
Posted by zhuo on September 27, 2009 at 9:10 am
Reading your articles is really an enjoyment!~wonderful music~Please don’t impose too much burden upon yourself~
Posted by Yang on September 27, 2009 at 3:50 pm
To Y.Alice: Actually, there is only a sentimental wall separating between Suffering and Enjoying, and the wall called Attitude~To Z.Yang: Swimming in the pressure~feels well~
Posted by Alice on September 27, 2009 at 11:04 pm
To Jason: Actually, that is what I aimed to tell you~~Haha~ Cheers up Up UP!!(See the difference among the ups?)^^ ^^ ^^(Eyebrows around~~~)
Posted by 婷 on September 29, 2009 at 4:48 am
To Alice,You seems a English teacher to value his article and grammer , haha Little Sheep Teacher~To Jason,Firstly, your name drew my attention. You changed Jason to Wangyang. I don’t know why, but it is a change…Secondly, I wish I could be what you like, ’cause you have some time and aspiration to write your change on your blog. At least, you wanna share something with us. I’m even unwilling to write…(Maybe that means I’am more mature than u, haha)The most I wanna to say is that perseverance is your strength. Keep it~ And Happy birthday
Posted by Alice on September 30, 2009 at 12:13 am
To 虫儿: I am always willing to be teacher, I mean a real teacher one day, as I like children so much!~ By the way, I don’t think if you unwrite sth. is much maturer… You should write down what you think about and it will help you better structure your thinking in your mind. Later, when you get older and eventually maturer as you wish and then look back, you will see your thinking route–that is also called "thinking through your lifetime" ^^(Note my eyebrow~~~)
Posted by Yang on October 2, 2009 at 3:16 pm
To T.Liu:Thank u, haha, maybe I need some changes more or less. Actually, we can not see each other, so we’d better share something on this space like reports or communication with whom would be concerned about you, like us, your friends, haha~To Y.Alice: I believe u would be a good teacher, for all of students would forcus on your flying eyebrow and listen carefully to u, haha, ironically, u like children, which will be the good news to the students, haha~
Posted by Alice on October 3, 2009 at 2:07 am
Thanks Student Wang~~ ^^haha
Posted by Lu on October 9, 2009 at 11:06 pm
Hey hey~Sorry for the late greeting. It was glad to see your persistence in writing whatever you think or feel, especially in terms of english. Similarly, everything expressed here seems so familiar to me, since I used to experience the same mood when I worked for around one to two years. Don’t bother yourself that much, just take it easy. Life is like a study programme, where we are fated to learn some precious lessons which will help us correct the way we behave improperly. We are trained to keep moving forward with confidence and courage. Sometimes, we have to know what we have been doing regardless of others’ voice. Most of the time, we must keep in mind that who I am and what kind of person I indeed want to be during the whole life.Hence, cheer up~ remember we’re taking a programme called life where nobody could escape once he comes out of age. Take it easy, life has to be continued no matter you enjoy it or not. Frankly, I’m being as confusing as you and also depressed a littile bit with no sake. Still, I am exciting and curious since the unknown life is fantastic =）Happy birthday & Happy everydayLu
Posted by Yang on October 10, 2009 at 4:58 pm
To Lou Lou: Your warmly encouragement is my best present I have ever received, really appreacite your motive words which must strengthen my drive and resilience in the coming peak season, haha~You are absolutely right that the fantacies of life would come from the unknown future.
Posted by zhuo on October 19, 2009 at 3:08 pm
Apple还行，Fish也还贴切，但是“钓”……您不觉得这个表达有点那个什么嘛？………应该还有更好听一点儿的一些称呼吧偶觉得~~
Posted by Neo on November 16, 2009 at 1:40 pm
我相当“行”！！