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Lonely in gorgeous

 I was a young explorer of the valley, which created many miracles and stories. Almost five years ago, I came to this valley and tasted the fresh fruit and enjoyed the comfortable breeze. As the time passing, I was more and more familiar with the valley and simultaneously had more and more curiosities to the valley. It was seemingly that the valley did not have the end and the more I got in, the more I addicted in. The charming fairies, the impressive sun flowers and more and more fascinating sights attracted my eyes, arrested my smells and net my heart.

Those fairies brought me great joys and I gave them peace for return, which did not stand for the business bargain with pride but the pleasures we exchanged by heart. But at that time, it seemed that we were enthusiastic in giving perfect to each other and hid anything not so that perfect but good enough in the backside, we could not stop giving but also hiding, one day, it was written that we were tired of giving and hiding, we were exhausted of actuality, we were not capable of turning back and searching for the hope, for both of us was not dare to see the things hiding beside another’s back, which was the most genuine in our heart.

I was walking alone but never stop my steps in exploring in the valley, even in the dark.

In the deep of the valley, dark, cold and loneliness were strong and fierce enough to beat the any freshman like me, but fortunately, when I was concerning about my perseverance to this journey, the fabulous sight presented in my eyes and meanwhile the intoxicating scent overcame my smell. Out of my expectation, there were mountains of sun flowers, which used to appear in my young dream, and they were more shining and more charming in the fact. I was longing to take them along and plant them in the innermost of the valley, where I would finally settle down. I used to generate the fantasy for millions of times that I could have any one of them in my house, and every morning I could say good morning to it and it could greet me with the most enchanting smile, every night I could nourish it with my cherish. I was trying to realize the fantasy and explanted one of them in my house, but it lost its smile and wept away. I was confused about it, and the more I cared about it, the farther it was away from me. I never lose my patience and my passion to discover and achieve but I had much more sympathy to the nature of the sun flowers. As the matter of the fact, they were only able to smile at other sun flowers, but for the sun, even the warmth like the sun, which they just mistook as the smiles from their kinds.

For the secret and sacred valley, I am just a freshman, no matter who I will play, and no matter how I played, I will be continue to discover this ground for the one who brought me in this fabulous and mysterious valley, we are lonely, but we are not single, for we are in gorgeous.

不落的太阳~

第一次登上泰山的经历固然让我难忘，但却也总因没有看到日出而耿耿于怀，也许这就是我吧，没办法，性格使然也~

 

于是，昨天就又去了一趟，原因很简单，为了陪哥们儿，也为了自己心中的太阳~

 

其实相比较之下，这次还是比较冲动的，白天同样忙活了一整天，晚上8点出头的绿皮，北京到上海的，心中感到温暖的同时，也在犹豫是不是要在泰安下车，要不要直接就世博了（呵呵，还是没有那么冲动），值得一提的是，因为上次就晕过去了，所以这次车上带了口罩，但也吸引了不少白眼球。到了山脚下，熙熙攘攘不见了，取而代之的是三三俩俩，当地叔叔阿姨们还是一如既往的热情，向我们推销着登山杖，手电和香。（对于我来讲，是轻车熟路，装备齐全，基本就不怎么用叔叔阿姨操心了，呵呵）。照样用学生证上的脸混了一张学生票（也怪是窗口太低了，里边的阿姨的角度没办法看到活的，否则也不能那么轻松就蒙混过关，呵呵），开始爬了，也巧了，和上次一样，到第一个Check point的时候，老爸打来了电话（恩，太贴心了，心里暖的节省了一片奶酪，呵呵）。还没什么感觉呢，就到了中天门，和上次饥寒交迫不同，这次体力非常充沛（感谢红牛，感谢奶酪，感谢那每晚的3000米，这会儿就把老爸忘了，呵呵），于是就一鼓作气，杀到了南天门，看了眼表，12点20，2小时50分（我记得上次是4个多小时，还抽筋儿了呢），这个成绩对于我们这样的人来讲还是比较令人满意的，本想第一时间想和在济南的同事分享一下喜悦的心情，但想想他们还是比较正常的，算了，还是打给老爸吧，果然没睡呢，并号称周六和老妈去爬香山，不会是受到我的蛊惑吧，呵呵，不过，看看旁边年轻的身影，到了最后还是有说有笑，健步如飞，确实自叹弗如。为了避免上次没有看到日出的杯具再度上演，这次我们先去踩了点儿，玉皇顶，泰山极顶，有一处草甸，再往前走，也就是草甸的制高点，坐落着气象观测站，就是这儿了，一览众山小，只是由于山顶冰雾弥漫，风很硬，我们只好又下到南天门，租了大衣，找了旮旯，开始静静地听起手机里的歌……大概4点半，我们冲回顶峰，经过近一个小时目不转睛的等待，一轮红日在大家千呼万唤中，徐徐升起……

 

后记：鉴于行程的压力，在周六上午返回济南后，作为导游，各种恍惚的我陪游了趵突泉和大明湖……时值正午，竟已然看不到自己的影子~

 

 

山里的夜，远远守护的月光，同样是心中太阳的光芒~不落的太阳~

 

 

满山遍野的海棠花，在清晨的冰雾中绽放，虽然少了几分湖光山色，但多了些许冰清玉洁~

 

 

心中的太阳冉冉升起，虽然每次都不一样，但都是新的开始。

 

 

好哥们儿~

 

每个人心中都有一份梦想，都有一份骄傲，无论在哪里，无论何时，这份梦想和骄傲都不应被忘记，都不应被磨灭，三十而立，不应再是虚无缥缈，也不应再是迷茫困惑，就像喷薄而出的太阳，蒸蒸日上，不要再回首企盼，不要再踟蹰不前，丢下该丢下的，带上能带上的，因为这个太阳在你生命里只会为你升起一次~

泰山印记~

大都按计划进行着，纵然思乡症已经深入骨髓，济南的小日子却越过越滋润，这两种感觉无法在我内心实现抵消，不会身在曹营心在汉，不会乐不思蜀，更多的时候，我不会否认某一种感觉的客观存在，会让所有的感觉共同和谐的住在一栋大厦的不同楼层里，只是但愿这栋大厦越来越高，而不是楼层越多，空间越小~

 

有种“老当益壮”的感觉，加完班还去刷夜，刷夜爬山，爬泰山，这种连续作战带来的快感，让我无法拒绝，这种“连轴儿转”的生活方式，让我兴奋，一种坚持，一种认同，一种信念~

 

希望自己心中的信念永远不会随时间消逝而磨灭，希望自己永远坚持着那份坚持，骄傲着那份骄傲，正所谓，镜破不改光，兰死不改香~

 

 

 

 

如果我能分身~

 

 

 

 

如果我能分心~

 

 

 

 

三个兴奋们~

 

 

 

出发了~

 

 

 

 

万仙门，售票处，也是起点，成千上万的兴奋们（北京时间23点整）

成人票：125元/人

学生票：60元/人

所以我们毫不犹豫的买了学生票，学生证？脸就是学生证^_^

 

 

 

中天门，一半儿了，可是体力已经没有了~

 

 

 

 

所以，为了另一半儿，补充体力势在必行~

 

 

 

 

纵然一夜没睡，纵然衣冠不整+头发凌乱，南天门已在我身后=泰山已在我脚下~

 

 

 

 

插队归来……之所以没有被冻死，这大衣太关键了，相当贴心~

 

 

 

 

之所以没有被累死，这个也很关键~

 

后记：第二天上午就回到了宾馆，像被废了武功一般瘫倒在床上，睡死过去…….

         

          梦里，那晚的星光依旧灿烂！

第1.5个家——泉城济南

生活中充满矛盾和惊喜~

 

从某一天开始，就开始计划着，趁爸妈身体还可以，离开北京，到一个没有记忆的地方重新开始一段生活，一年半载就好，只想看看自己有没有那样大的心脏~

 

这注定的一天，终于来了，在我最需要它的时候，它降临了，看来上天还是眷顾我的，还是怜悯我的，虽然说不上心想事成那般效率，但也终究是得偿所愿吧~

 

泉城济南，虽然不是我心里的那个城市，那个家，但我不会违背命运的安排，学会选择顺从和适应，调整好自己，更好的融入新的城市，新的环境，新的生活~

 

半年的差旅生活，足以让我期待，兴奋，释然，满足，这里，不会有人提起，因为这里没有人知道，但也不会被人忘记，因为我有把记忆一起带来，慢慢消化~

 

第一个周末很完美，工作料理妥当，这是完美周末的前提~

 

Rob Marshall的《Nine》和章子怡的《非常完美》是足以令我满意的精神食粮，但当奶酪切片融化在香菇炖鸡面里的时候，才是最让我得意的创意，相得益彰~

 

完美生活是要用体验体验的，千里之行始于足下，跟着老舍的笔迹：趵突泉，千佛山，大明湖……纵然不是真正的家，但却有家的感觉~

 

 

 

这就是最直白的家的感觉~

 

 

  

 

 

虽然有思想准备，但还是和想象的高度有差距~现实和想象永远有差距~

 

 

 

 

咱乾隆爷的手迹~

 

 

 

 

 

他爷爷的~

 

 

 

 

水酒？解忧？

 

 

 

 

水至清则无鱼，人……那鱼儿们都在树上挂着？

 

 

 

 

“日月神教，千秋万载，东方教主，一统江湖”……

 

 

 

 

谁跑？

 

 

 

 

眼熟~

 

 

 

 

果然是她~

 

 

 

 

佛祖，把我度了吧，阿弥陀佛~

 

 

 

 

中韩友谊（济南和水原）

 

 

 

 

夏雨荷……晕倒~

 

 

 

 

记得太原有个柳巷，莫非这个是花街？小吃街一条，流窜之~

 

 

对这样的生活总有着孜孜不倦的追求，因为这样的生活总给我源源不断的期待和想念！ 

Run and Hide~

 

每天匆匆而过，想躲在这里，停下来，收拾一下自己凌乱的心绪；

本来写好了一篇日志，粘上来，删了，再粘上来，又删了；

自己没法解释的，越来越多，点点滴滴，分分秒秒，密密麻麻，深深浅浅；

不能再是同样的结局了，或是注定的，或是飘渺的，就像2012，有人期待，就有人不甘……

 

这次逃离，或是另外一种结局~

光明与黑暗

                      

 

一切都是那么的自然；

一切都是那么的合理；

一切都是那么的纯洁；

就像光明与黑暗，自然，合理，纯洁的存在着。

 

我理解，光明不可能照到每个角落，就像黑暗无法被每个人接受；

我理解，光明和黑暗都是客观存在，且都不以对方的意志为转移；

我理解，黑暗像光明一样，是充满爱的世界，是充满美好的世界；

因为，我相信，爱应该是美好的。

 

我选择离开黑暗，是因为我属于光明；

你选择留在黑暗，是因为你属于黑暗；

 

我可以闭上双眼，感知黑暗，感知你；

而你却别无选择……

 

我可以带你来到光明，并情愿牺牲双手；

因为，我要帮你蒙住眼睛……

 

Melted~

                                       

It is so busy in recent months!

I am willing to give my sincerely apologies for breaking my promise and appeal for their generous mercies instead of refusing communicate with me in next fall.

For the engagement conflicts, I missed one of the most important dates with them and did not record their magnificent scenes in this golden, short autumn in my memory, thus it remained a regretful, irrevocable blank segment in my tape.

For much worse, I am concerning about the HOW-DO-YOU-DO when we encountered someday and whether they could listen to my talking tirelessly and could share my joy and sorrow.

Just rolling back to few years ago, we had funs and joys in the season, we left laughs and tears in the air. From then on, we reach a tacit agreement that I will visit them once a year, in autumn, the most beautiful season showing their fascination.

But at the same time, I deeply understood what is good for the past is that it has passed and what is good for the future is that it has hopes.

I have hopes.

Convert~

 

At the same season two years ago, I was excited to be invited in this firm. At that time, I used to be a well-known actor in the campus, many roles and many characters I had ever played.  Every day, I practiced well to put on and take off my masks, although, which seems to be a little bit ridiculous but it worked. The masks were used for consolidating and going on hunting, finally, I hunted this work, but I missed my apple, where is it?

 

At the same season one year ago, I was full of curiosity and confidence to step into Oriental Plaza. At that time, I was a new graduate from a normal university with non-accounting related major, many rules and many skills I had never seen. Every day and night, I converted well to input words in my mind and output through my work performance, although, which seems to be a robot, executed following fixed procedures and absolutely yes to every order. The attitude was aim to pleasing and promoting, finally, I promoted this year, but I missed my masks, where are they?

 

At the same season this year, it used to be the harvest time and we would have enjoyed the sunshine and the breeze favored by this golden fall. But today, the storm of economic crisis blows them away from the earth, and ironically, I am suffering anything about the downturn and ready to lose everything at any time. Under such miserable circumstance, my birthday came, but more responsibilities came with my grown-up as well.

 

When you can not see your apple and can not find your masks, you are getting more matured, for the truth is that your apple will be stay in your heart, you will feel it, instead of on your hands or in your mouth, and the masks have penetrated slowly into your face, you will be it, instead of pretend it.

 

Welcome my new role, not exactly, should be the new life of mine.

分享心情~

                      

 

嘘——躲进世界的角落，请保持安静，忘记时间，做回你自己。

在这里，你自己就是整个宇宙。

我记不得从什么时候开始，我喜欢躲进世界的角落；我也不知道该怎么说。只希望有一天你们会懂我的心！

当我忧愁烦恼的时候，当我暴躁烦怒的时候，当我心情乱糟糟的时候，甚至当我快乐得不得了的时候，我都想换个角度，重新看看我的世界。

啊！如果有一天，我站在世界的最顶端，我会比现在更幸福吗？

我常常觉得这个世界好奇妙！

它让人快乐，也让人忧伤。

她大方地让人怀抱希望，也残酷地要人面对失望。

有时候我害怕寂寞，希望一直有人陪在我身边。

有时候我喜欢孤独，厌烦纷扰的人群。

怎样才能找到一种神奇的魔药，好让我打败内心的恐惧呢？

大家都应该拥抱一个向天一样大的希望！

但是飞起来就一定会掉下去吗？

难道只有梦想与想象，才会让我们飞得又高又远吗？

但愿在世界的任何角落里，每个人都可以拥有满满的幸福！

尽管这个世界漏洞百出，但真的不用担心！

每个漏洞都会找到一个补洞的人。

但是如果我们轻易放弃我们该做的，世界同样也会放弃我们！

最后，连角落都不给我们躲藏了！

——《文苑》